Trying to Paint my Heart

Everytime in my life, recently, like I lost all of my confidence. From top to bottom of this heart. What I think, maybe I lost my soul, because of 'that' tragedy on 2011. I can't forget those thing clearly. So hard, to have a narrow mine and not to work hard becoming one of - -

And now I'm trying to paint my heart, wanna built the most beautiful soul that luminous on the dark and bright in the shining place.